A First Memory First Thing In The Morning
Feeling upbeat on my morning walk, I locked eyes with another person out walking the dog. We effortlessly transitioned from eye contact to conversation.
I asked.
The answer:
I remember my teddy bear, Theodore. My sister made him for me. He was black and white.
My first memory is actually a dream. And it scared me.
I was in a car and Theodore was there. And the ride was really bumpy. And there were three figures that had these white towels wrapped on their heads.
I grew up in the Midwest, so I'm sure I had never seen folks from other places in the world. But these were clearly turbans.
And I remember that I just knew we were going to die. And I remember that Theodore had come alive in the dream, and was saying that it would be okay that we weren't going to die.
And then I woke up.
Glad to be a morning person.
Glad I asked.



So happy that the pandemic has allowed us to stop being afraid of strangers again. This is a vivid and bizarre memory dream! Also resonant per our conversation yesterday about dominant prejudices of the culture seeping into children's (and possibly AI's) subconscious ...